WHERE ARE YOU?

You’ve been gone for 2 hours to run an errand that only takes 30 minutes.

You only said you would do one thing and be right back but here you go again like we doing a playback.

I’ve been here before, waiting up at night wondering where you are. I’ve been here before wondering if you are just sleeping or got hit by a car.

Do you know how hard it is to be in my shoes?
No you don’t, because I never put you there.
Do you know what it is to worry for me?
No you don’t because I’m always where I say I will be.

Well here we are again, me here, you wherever you are. Me waiting and hopefully you not cheating on me. Why should I even be asking myself this? Why is this even a thought? Oh yea, you’ve done it before, so my heart tells my thoughts you arent my safe place anymore.

I hope wherever you are you are well and no worries Ive got the kids, I always will put them first. Maybe thats why you know you can, and know you can leave us here. Unfortunately, one day my patience and tears will run dry, and my heart will will take flight.

Its then, you will not know where I am. Maybe thats what it will take for you to finally understand. 

Then it will be too late.

Where are you?